The Priestess of Sexual Healing
A Historical Healing Story with an Autobiographical Touch
This intimate book is a sacred transmission that contains two parts: a historical healing story of sexual and ritual abuse in The Story the Village Wanted to Tell (the historical healing journey of Sarah in 1890) and a personal insight into my own healing journey.
A Historical Healing Story: The Story the Village Wanted to Tell, Urmond, 1890
Sarah travels with her husband Bobby to Urmond, the village where she was born, to attend her sister’s wedding. What should be a family celebration soon becomes a return to a past she has spent years trying to forget. As memories surface, Sarah is forced to confront the silence, fear, and trauma of sexual and ritual abuse that shaped her childhood and still lives inside her.
While the village continues its rituals of normalcy and celebration, Sarah struggles to maintain her mask. Between love, loyalty, and buried pain, she begins to question everything she has been taught about family, truth, and silence. In the safety of distance and memory, she slowly moves toward the possibility of speaking the unspeakable.
A historical healing story about memory, trauma, and the hidden lives behind respectable facades in a small village in 1890.
I’m Kelly,
This story is a historical healing story, written in another timeline. It is a story of sexual and ritual abuse. I hope you feel seen, heard, and held while reading this story, and that it supports you in embracing your own story. A remembering for you and your body that you are safe now, and that your story matters.
While reading, allow the energy of this book to touch the parts of you that need to be touched, and meet them with love.
A Personal Insight into My Own Healing Journey
My journey started when I became ill and my body brought me to a stop. I discovered that my illness was connected to the death of my father in childhood, and through this, I came to understand my sensitivity.
I dared to let go. I quit my job to fully choose myself, to heal the deeper loss, and to open the way for my practice. Along the way, I discovered another part of my childhood that I had not yet faced.
Throughout these chapters, I offer you my teachings, insights, and vision. How does it work?
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Specifications:
Author: Kelly van Deelen
Publication Date: June 12, 2026
Language: English
Length: Approx. 8330 words (78 pages on mobile devices)
Genre: Historical Healing Novel / Spirituality & Transformation
Themes: Healing from abuse, breaking family taboos, shadow work, trauma & growth, and relational safety.
Format: 2 files included: e-book (EPUB) & PDF
With lots of love,
Kelly